i sat here forever
wanting to write away the tears i feel
but i type and erase
and i type and erase
I'm not even sure about the words
so why am i sittitng here in front of the screen
with nothing and everything in my head
its the same old tired story
why???? whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy???
i foolishly sit here tears dropping on to the keyboard
where my fingers seem to fail
what is wrong with me?
the shoulder i want, is always waterlogged as of late
why is it, only through invisibility, can i extend my hand out for help
but when he asks...i say i'm ok?
what if...the one day i extend my hand... he doesn't take it